the vagaries of age

oh man oh man oh man... i'm already afraid of growing old.

I'm only 22 yrs old & i feel that i havent reaaly done anything useful, nor have i done anything extravagant.
I guess in south india i will be one among many many guys who ache for a girlfriend but can never have one. i gues the fair skinned guys have a natural advantage ;-). well too bad for that.

but then apart from girls, what else can i think.
i guess the foremost things on my mind wud be sleep,girls & food in that order only . & i am sure this order will change as i grow older.

When i was a kid at school, i thought that when i 'm in college i will be a super kool dude, but in reality i was one among the many nerds in college. & while i was in college i thought if i start working i will have all the money i want & i can do all kinds of thing with the money.

Well the irony is that, i have started working & i do have the money , but unfortunately i'm not doing anything special with the money. Infact i just wanna be a li'il kid again w/o any responsibilities.
The cycle of life is indeed very harsh.